I went swimming this morning, which is normally a great time for me to pray and talk to God, but I am having a hard time staying focused. I feel like my thoughts are everywhere. I feel like when you are talking to a friend and they are not really listening, I think that is what I am doing to God. It is not that I don't want to listen, I am just having a hard time staying focused. I think I am going to have to set aside some time to read my bible and to pray. I hope meeting with Bill will help.